Monday, January 31, 2011

Drained.

I feel drained and washed away.

Just one of those days where you want to run away and cry everything out..

Sunday, January 30, 2011

Hovered

Have you ever felt like you just want to get away and be alone?

Lately I've been so exhausted with school and dance I just want to be alone. My friends are great to be around, but I just want to be alone. I feel like the only time I can be alone is when I'm sleeping or using the bathroom! I feel hovered by everyone lately too.. like I need to do everything perfect or else I'm going to upset them or dissapoint them. I want to go to school and become a nurse, so I can be a good daughter for my parents. I want to stop screwing up, so I can be a good girlfriend. I want to stop being "selfish" and be a good friend. Maybe this is me setting high standards for myself.

I want to go somewhere far! Where no one is at, and where I can't use my phone or have any internet access. Since I don't have the money or opportunity to just leave, I've been craving to just go out on a run or take a hike or something on those lines. I just want to be around nature. Spend some good ol` time with mother nature and myself. That sounds nice. Maybe I should just keep working out like I said I would.. I have to!

But since dance is settling down and it's the second week of school I hope this dies down. I can't stand finding more grey hairs and growing new pimples because of stress.

Saturday, January 29, 2011

DefiANCE!

DefiANCE is performing at the Tet Festival 2 more times! PLEASE COME OUT AND SUPPORT. This will be our last year performing at the festival ): We started out here, and now it's going to be the end!

We worked really hard and would LOVE to share our set with everyone!