Somebody Like You

I never really liked country music but this one gets me (:

Missing.

Lately I feel like something is missing, but I don't know what because I have everything I have ever wanted.

Flustered

I've been getting so flustered lately.. I really don't know why. Well actually I do, but I don't know why it's been bugging me so much.. eh.

I cannot wait to get out of SD and get on with this vacation! I need to get away from school, from people I'm tired of seeing, and from EVERYTHING. I wish my boyfriend could come though -__- One week of no communication! I mean we could skype, but I don't even know how that's going to work out ):

I can't wait to see my brother too. It's been since July! I miss him. I would trade anything to have him here instead of my sister. Cruel as that sounds. HE takes care of me, I don't need to watch after him. He teaches me how to be a better person, not how to be self-centered. He teaches me how to do live my life in a positive way unlike some people. I just miss him so much. I have two friends, Billie Jean and Laverne and their relationship with each other makes me so jealous I can't be like that with my own sister and my brother is way too far and too busy to keep in touch with. I guess I'm lucky to have siblings in the first place, but like I said I rather have my brother here.

Dancing

I freaking love dancing.

It felt so good to dance last night. It's been FOREVER.

I've been so angry and just emotional it was a relief to dance last night. I feel so happy (:

Gotta get back in the game with school though. Finals are on Monday. 3 of them! DO WORK.

Respect

Some girls just don't know what boundaries are.

Disneyland

I think this has got to be the best Disneyland trip yet! I love Disneyland during the holidays. It makes me feel really gushy inside. I can't believe I'm home now ):

Thanks to my boyfriiennnd, he took me out for my birthday (: I'm so grateful for him.

I haaaaaaaaaate how the weekend has to go by fast, or just any fun moment actually.

I hope everyone had a great weekend!

Schooling

I am SO tired of school. Since my vacation is the same week as finals, I have to take all my finals earlier ): I'm so stressed out. All these papers I have to write is stressing me out. I'm tired!

I just want to sleep until it's time to leave for my trip.

Dance Dance

For the first time, I had the guts to tryout for a competition team away from 429. And I made it? I'm prettyyy happy haha.. I'm having mixed feelings for some reason.

I'm reallly really excited to start though. But deep down, I know how someone feels about it which makes me feel like I don't want to. It's time to do me now! I'm tired of sitting out from the big stage. I miss it too much to just keep waiting for another opportunity. I've let too many go already.

So let's get this new chapter started (:

Kinology 10-11? How weird does that sound!

Getting Away.

I'm writing on this blogspot just to get away from tumblr. I'm not trying to hide anything, but I rather just keep things away from all the reblogs and likes.

I finally got to take a dance class today! It was really refreshing actually.. I haven't had so much fun in so long. My asthma is getting really irritating =/ I can't dance without feeling so yuck and feeling like I have a billion tons laying on my lungs. I need an inhaler! Hahaha.

It's really weird taking classes out of Studio 429. I was really stubborn and in denial that dancing there was just not practical. I miss my family so much though ): Nothing will EVER replace 429.

Anyways, I learned from a new dancer today at the Wood Room, and her name is Kim. It was really fun! I'm glad I went. And after that I took Sy's class. Oh how I miss taking his classes. I miss when dances were mainly smooth and basically groove. Now I feel like almost every class is hard hitting! But nonetheless, it's still a fun class!

Happy Birthday!

It's my best cousin's birthday today (: Happy birthday cuzzie!